Saturday, July 6

Latin America Take Two


This summer I am in Venezuela. In April I read on my school’s website “Monk talking about Democracy”; without hesitation I showed up to the presentation. He presented about an alternative socio-economic theory called PROUT (PROgressive Utilization Theory). PROUT encourages “worker cooperatives, self-reliant communities, environmental protection, universal ethics and spiritual values”  (1).  This interested me, and after about two weeks of pondering it and deciding all the summer camp jobs I was applying for were far less interesting I bought a plane ticket to Venezuela.

So I have been here for three and half weeks and have five more weeks to go. I am living in a cooperative house with the Monk Dada, and seven other people composed of other volunteers, researchers, and subletters. As I a volunteer I work 40 hours a week in exchange for room and board. The house we are living is in the capital city, Caracas. It is on top of a hill in a nice section of town will a great view from the roof of a barrio (ghetto) behind us (with a big McDonalds sign on the horizon), apartment buildings and tall city buildings in front of us, and the beginning of the Andes Mountains next to us.  Dada is a Yogic monk so there is yoga every morning at six o’clock followed by kirtan (singing a Sanskrit mantra) and meditation. Again there is kirtan and meditation before dinner.

So for adventures: The first day I went out into the city – well just a couple blocks away to a shopping mall to get some post cards – I was robbed on the way home. I only had an equivalent of five dollars, a house key, and the post cards I had just proudly bought. It was two 16 year old boys on a motorcycle – a common robbery situation so that one can hop off, demand for someone’s bag and then they can hop back on the bike and weave their way through traffic to avoid be caught. When I arrived back to the house, one of the Venezuelan’s I am living with assured that I was ok and then said “Beinvenidos a Venezuela!” (Welcome to Venezuela). Since then I have been using a plastic shopping bag as my purse with my money hidden in a folded up piece of newspaper and not going out alone.

Most of my time is spent at the house doing house chores or working in the garden. There are 8 mango trees in the backyard that I spend a lot of time sitting under, climbing, and eating the inevitable mangos that will fall from them. The monk Dada is 60 and has traveled all over Europe and Asia so I spend a lot of time listening to his adventurous travel stories as well. One of the researchers who lives here is a student at Harvard and here on scholarship starting his senior thesis. He also has a job writing for a left wing Venezuelan newspaper two days a week so he’s a great source of Venezuelan politics and news.

There are far less travelers in Venezuela than in Nicaragua. For instance when I was out today for the whole day I think I only saw two or three other white people and for all I know they could have been Venezuelan as some Venezuelans have pretty light skin. In Nicaragua there was usually always a traveler within eyesight. It’s a profound experience feeling like such an “other”. I am stared at constantly but as soon as I smile or greet a passerby with a “beunas” I receive a smile or a “beunas” in return.

More stories, cultural revelations, and sewn seeds to come. Thanks for reading!

1. http://priven.org/about/about-the-institute/

Monday, March 26

The Colors of Nicaragua

First picture of the trip! The view of volcano Conception, on Ometepe Island (my destination) as I rode across Lake Nicaragua.
The colorful houses in Moyogalpa, the largest town on Ometepe Island.
It took a while for these girls to warm up to me (and my camera) but they ended up making this day one of the more precious days of my entire trip.
 One of the many boats that carried me along my long waterway adventure. Note the man on the roof of the boat settling into his nap for the long boat ride....

Sunday, March 25

Time to go Home.

After attempting to write this blog post at least 5 different times, I suppose their isn't really a good story of why I'm back in Andover Massachusetts. Fortunately, there isn't even a bad story either.

The 'explaination' I'll offer is that I had just hit my traveling limit. There was plenty more of the country to see, but I lost the interest in going to new places. Is it possible that I had tired out my sense of adventure? Or was it just the sense that I had gotten everything I needed out of my Nicaragua experience? Maybe a combination of the two.

What better adventure could a girl ask for than a 15 hour boat ride up the Caribbean Sea on a tow boat? And what better way to get immersed in the Nicaraguan culture than living with other Nicaraguan youth? So I guess I was just in need of some time to process all that I had experienced. 

I suspect there will be lessons I learned about living and providing for myself that I will call upon for use in months and even years to come. As of right now, Nicaragua is just this one big story of a magnificent adventure I had. There are many small stories within the big story that I will tell over and over to family and friends who are curious about what it was like.

On my second to last day in Nicaragua I bumped into my good friend who I was originally supposed to travel with in Nicaragua. Before I left we decided to travel separately, but had met up twice during our time there. This time, was the first time we saw each other out of chance, so of course we sat down to chat. "How do I explain to people back home what it's like here Chrissy?" I asked her. "I've been wondering that exact thing Hannah" she replied. "Well I'll have my pictures of course..." I continued. Hmm. We both stared at each other. 

I was almost disturbed by the fact that when I went home there would be no one who could totally understand by big Nicaraguan story. There was no one I traveled with for more than two weeks at a time. It was just me who knew my Nicaraguan story. And my 'Nicaraguan story' was my life for 11 weeks. And now I didn't want this Nicaraguan life anymore, I wanted to go back to everything that was familiar to me, where I could drink tap water, and get a green salad whenever I wanted and not live out of a backpack.

I had hit my traveling limit and so an airplane took me home. I successfully snuck raw coconut and a bag of Jocote fruit (small, tart, and apple like) into the U.S. I landed in Boston with more questions about the world, and less answers than when I landed in Managua 11 weeks prior, but that's OK. I had my Nicaraguan story. A story no one would ever know every detail of, but that was going to be a part of me now.

My dad was there to greet me at the airport. I gave him a big hug, grabbed my big old red back pack, and munched on my last bit of coconut. Yes, the fresh fruit from Nicaragua was gone, but it was in me now, nourishing my body, just like my experiences in the beautiful country nourished my spirit and mind.

Sunday, February 26

I didnt want to believe it could happen to me...

Fortunately for you all, I only write my blogposts when I´m in a good mood and have a good story to tell... This past Tuesday I slept all day. Friday I found out I have parasites.

If I always followed the rules, a) I would be a totally different persone and b) life would not be anywhere close to as interesting. Before I life my travel doctor basically told me to never eat anything from street vendors, dont eat fruits and vegtables unless you wash them yourself or know the water was ok, and to not eat ice. I followed these ¨rule¨ for about the first week. A girl can only go without fresh veggies for so long! And those totillas and coconut candies from the street vendors... you cant get those in boston! SO. I had been eating exactly how I shouldnt had been and I am reeping the consequences. By the time I figured out what I had, my body had already started fighting it and I was feeling better, and Im almost back to 100% now.

Other than that, my visit with my parents this past week was, eventful, frustraiting, and exciting, AND of course filled with a lot of love. Its crazy the affect a culture shock can have on a person. When my parents arrived 8 days ago, I had fully adjusted, and had really been enjoying living in rural towns of Nicaragua ...not seeing any other white people, eating the good local food, chatting with locals all day. I definitley should have done a little more metal preperations because as soon as Mom and Dad landed in the country, I was overtaken my the pieces of American Culture they brought with them, as they were overtaken by men on donkeys next to our taxi on the highway, and the buring piles of trash throughout the landscape, and all the other developing vs. developed world differences.

Overall, it was a crazy and wonderful week that my parents and I got to spend together. Once we both got over our own culture shocks I felt like I was able to rediscover the country with them with was really special. I will tressure forever the conversations about poverty, and politics we had, which wouldnt have taken place, at the level and intellect they did, if we werent sitting at a table in the middle of a central park in Nicaragua together.

So, once again, I have met up with some new travelers... This time Nicaraguan! They are 4 friends who are all street jewlery artists. They were in Granada when I was there with my parents and yesterday we traveled to San Juan del Sur together because there are so many gringos here. More gringos = more business. No saying how long I hang out with these cool cats. And my spanish gets better everyday when they insist that I attempt to not speak English!

Well the ocean is calling! The sun is out, and I committed to making salsa this morning to go with the gallo pinto and tortillas for breakfast!

Much Peace and Love to Everyone!

Saturday, February 18

Oh My Rasta!

What a past 2 weeks of traveling it has been! My estimation that I would spend 20 hours on a boat is a womping under-estimation. I don´t even want to try to count up the hours, but I will estimate it was somewhere between 40 and 50 hours of boat time.

I almost enjoyed all of my time on boats...

By far the most exciting trip was from San Juan del Nicaragua, to Bluefeilds; two towns on the carribean coast of Nicaragua only seperated by some rough but beautiful carribean waters. Not many people - Nicas or Gringos make this trip - so we didnt exactly take a typical tourist boat.

At the beginning of my carribean adventure I was lucky enough to meet up with 2 other girls my age from Germany. A couple days later we tagged up with 2 guys from spain. Together we were a 5-some of crazy traveling friends, seaking out adventure on the wild seas of Nicaragua, in search of Rasta men, good reggae music, and a general awesome time. This boat ride up to Bluefeilds that we braved together was a 15 hour, hitchhike on a towboat. I was the only one not vomiting for a majority of the trip, so I spent half my time soaking up the sun and watching the dolphins swim along the boat, and the other half making sure my European traveling buddies were in good health.

The town of Bluefeilds wasn´t exactly what I had pictured. A little too city like for my taste, and although there were very few Grigos, there didnt seem to be the Carribean charm that all the guide books had promised. None the less we had a good saturday night out on the town in mighty old Bluefeilds. (The town was named after a Pirate. ARG MAITY!)

By far the highlight of my carribean adventure was my one night in Laguna de Perlas. Its a small town of the kindest 2,000 people in all of Nicaragua! Not to metion the contagious rasta vibe that had already gotten to my head... literally.

Oops! Did that slip...? Yes! I have dreadlocks now... Actually I´m not sure I can really call them dreads. My hair is very short and dreadlocks don´t happen over night. Hopefully I'll be able to post a picture of the new-doo via my Dad´s iphone... there are many curious friends and family out there, I´m sure :)

I know this is breif but its almost time for me to catch a taxi to the airport to pick up my lovely parents, so we can spend a week together catching up! Each time I write on my blog I feel like I have learned more and more about myself and the world and EVERYTHING. I feel so full of life right now. Its very exciting for me, and I can feel my energy being shared with the people I come in contact with, which is a really cool and beautiful thing.

Today I´ll end by challenging you to do something for yourself! By loving yourself first, you are better able to love others. I believe, (this little lesson has come to me in the last month or so), that by loving, and thinking of yourself first, it is the best thing you can do. Take time to notice your breath, notice the weather, notice the sky, make yourself some tasty and nourishing food, give yourself a hug (and then hug someone else). Lots of love from me to all of you! (Can you feel it?) Love yourself, love life. Your life is a gift, that you are able to choose how you live everyday! Make the good and the bad moments beautiful and life becomes fuller and grander than you ever thought possible!!!

Wednesday, February 1

Bona Fide - it was fun, i learned a lot, good-bye for now

It has been too long! Since I have last posted I have had many adventures around the Island of Ometepe. I explored a beautiful waterful, visited Moyogalpa for a night, watched a circus perform and eaten lots of rice and beans!

I have spent the last 2 weeks at Bona Fide, a Permaculture farm with a very powerful mission filled with some very powerful people. I was drawn away from Inan Itah and towards Bona Fide because of the people there, and then once I got there I realized there was this whole world of Permaculture that I wanted to learn so much about that really drew me in. To give a brief definition, Permaculture is a term used to describe how humans can best sustainably interact with the land. This of course means from an agricultural standpoint, but it speaks to the type of stuctures we build on the land, how we use the land for exercise and pleasure and so on. To me Permaculture is a big idea (and very exciting and growing idea) about how to live sustainably in every aspect of your life.

So why would I ever leave Bona Fide, you are probably wondering! Well they are starting a fancy Permaculture Design Course this week that is way out of my budget and things were getting very hectic so I am going to find relaxation again - I´m headed to the Carribean coast!

I am currently in a port town on Ometepe waiting for the boat to come tomorrow night to take me across Lake Nicaragua to the mouth of the Rio San Juan where I´ll take another boat traveling east along the river to the beautiful Carribean Sea! There are many stops along the Rio San Juan that I am planning to take; it is a very biodiverse area that I have heard is breath taking, so there will be no need to rush the trip.

The Caribean coast of Nicaragua has a differnet culture of its own. There is even a slower paced, relaxed vibe, and the locals speak creole rather than spanish. Many people at Bona Fide have made this crazy boat adventure to the Carribean and only say good things about it. When I get to the Carribean it will mean I have spent about 20 hours on a boat, so that will be an adventure in itself!

Most excitingly Mama and Papa are coming to visit me in the middle of Februray! I will make my way back to Managua around that time to great them off the plane and help them make an easy transition into this different and beautiful culture of Nicaragua! I know it will precious time, as my parents from a first world country and my experience these past weeks in this third world county come together to form a world of our own on a great vacation!

In the spirit and idea of permaculture, I´ll end with a challenge to do something more environmentally sustainable today that you usually do... Use both sides of paper, remember to bring your reusable water bottle, reduce, reuse and recycle your waste in to better and greener things! And as always stay positive and find beauty in all things! Good vibes from me to you. Much Love and Peace

Thursday, January 12

A Changed State of Mind

Wow! So when I left off last, I was hoping for not too many bug bites, and had plans to go to Inan Itah. I have indeed made it to Inan Itah! It is a special place, I believe I am having an experience here that I'll look back on, later in life, as a profound one.

Inan Itah is "An Earth Based Spiritual Community". I DID NOT fully internalize this before coming here. haha! I had a feeling that there was gonna be a spiritual aspect to the place, but what I was really coming for was to volunteer on the farm. This is not anything close to what actually happened.

I arrived to Inan Itah safely. I was greeted by a gal named Vallery; I was hungry, and feeling a little stressed. She talked to me in a soft, and calm voice. She asked me what my intentions were at Inan Itah. Well! I hadn't even thought of my intentions. I came up with some "intensions on the spot, communicated them, we talked a little bit more, and then she took me for a tour of the place. As we walked around, it began to sink in that being at Inan Itah would be a different experience for me than anything I had experienced before.

It took me a couple days to settle in. I have now been here a week. I chose to title this blog post "A Changed State of Mind" because that is the most accurate description to how I feel here. Things move slower, there is a really big emphasis on community, judgement don't seem to exist, and there is a lot of hugging. If you haven't thought already "so is she living on a hippie commune?", nows your chance to. A hippie commune is definitely a label you could put on Inan Itah.

I don't really have plans of how long I will stay at Inan Itah or what my "intentions are here" but my changed state of mind feels good and that is keeping me here at the moment.

Today I spent my day walking around and interacting and communicating with people. That's basically it! Well there was also some dancing. Many people here are agreeing it's a great place to relax, and I am personally feeling a new level of relaxation than ever before.

I am glad I was able to find time to write this blog post tonight. I know there are many people - family, friends, whatever, who enjoy reading this blog! Please feel free to comment, I really enjoy getting comments. A significant number of folks have told me that they couldn't figure out how to comment, so if you have a comment and want to avoid a potentially frustrating process, please feel free to email me your comment instead. I will very much enjoy getting that as well.

Ok. Much peace to all of you reading this. I am writting this from a very peaceful state of mind, maybe you are reading this and gaining a peaceful state of mind as well.
Hmm, well I sure hope that's the case!

Chau for now :-)